Melani Blazer

I’ve come to the crazy conclusion that part of my…apathy, depression and dark outlook had much to do with my current WIP. After all, I’m writing a very difficult portion of story where not only has everything familiar been ripped away from protagonist, destroyed and forgotten by everyone else, she’s trapped in a world where her control is fleeting and frankly, there’s not a dim hope of light at the end of the tunnel. In other words, it eerily mirrors the outlook I’ve been living.

Now, yes, there are factors in my life that have affected my way of thinking, some bad news, some ugly situations and a come and go sense of helplessness that would likely be there regardless of what I’m writing. I’ve just made a huge decision to set the current WIP aside, because I know “escaping” to write, and then writing of something so dark, barren and empty is not what I need.

In case anyone’s concerned, I’m fine, health-wise, as is my family. My issues are fixable and I’ve done what I can to get the ball rolling. So no worries.

In fact, the purpose of this blog is not to whine and complain, but to acknowledge how reading AND writing something upbeat, fun and sprited can truly affect a whole person. I’ve switched to a story I’ve tinkered with on several occasions but haven’t seriously focused on. I’ve laughed, I’ve smiled and enjoyed the interplay between characters and am definitely looking forward to more.

Moral of the story? If you’re down, find yourself a funny, FUN book… and read!